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dear jon,
if you are reading this-- i ask you,
WHY???
goodnight.
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[16 May 2006|02:29pm] |
i need a prom dress.
PUUUKKKEEEEE.
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[30 Apr 2006|04:41pm] |
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you are old father william.
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[10 Apr 2006|12:50pm] |
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fate and nostalgia.
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[15 Mar 2006|08:44pm] |
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in tanyas mind..
i look like this.
p.s. watch top model.
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[05 Mar 2006|06:34pm] |
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Two names you go by
1. bean
2. lindsay
Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. norwegian
2. spanish
Two Things That Scare You
1. dying
2. being alone
Two of your every day essentials
1. sonny
2. ern tripp+tanya.
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. purple sweater stolen from marissa. suck it ninja.
2. my lovely plaid pajama pants.
Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists...at the moment:
1. johnny cash
2. bob dylan
Two Weird things about you
1. i watch top model whenever i know it's on.
2. video games keep me living sometimes.
Two Physical Things that Appeal to You
1. smiles.
2. hair.
Two Things You Want Really Badly Right Now
1. boy.
2. who i cant have.
Two Places You Want to Go on Vacation
1. london
2. new york
Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. tell the truth.
2. speak to the dead.
Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. the oscars.
2. a boy.
Two Stores You Shop At
1. i dont shop.
2. i just want a floppy hat... ebay.
[A is for age:]
15
[B is for booze of choice:]
im staying away.
[C is for career:]
i want to own something. maybe a store.
[D is for your dog's name:]
sonny.
[E is for an essential item you use everyday]
tellelephone.
[F is for favorite song at the moment:]
hurt- johnny cash.
[G is for favorite games:]
hide and seek.
[H is for hometown:]
tea, yo.
[I is for instruments you play:]
i dabble.
[K is for kids:]
no, thank you.
[L is for last kiss:]
1 minute ago. from mah sonny.
[M is for mom's job:]
flight attendent.
[N is for name of your crush:]
thats a secret my dear survey.
[O is for overnight hospital stays:]
none
[P is for phobias:]
planes, heights, death, being alone, didnt we go over this?
[Q is for quotes you like:]
the only ones for me are the mad ones-- jack kerouac
[R is for biggest regret:]
i am me in this current time, im not content with me so i do have some regrets, but one day i may be content and i will regret regretting those regretts. if you see what i mean.
[S is for status:]
who cares.
[T is for time you wake up:]
usually about 730
[U is for underwear:]
no. no. no thank you.
[V is for vegetable you love:]
carrots.
[W is for worst habit:]
i lie to some people. and i bite my nails.
[the clock says:]
648 pm.
[X is for x-rays you've had:]
none
[Y is for yummy food you make:]
brownies.
[Z is for your favorite animal at the Zoo:]
tigers :]
First best friend:
haley moore.
First school:
bethany.
Kindergarten:
ascension.
First concert:
allanis morresette. fuck yeah.
First screen name:
dont remember.
First funeral:
uncle. :[
First pet:
a lizzard we found in the backyard.
First piercing/tattoo:
ears, age 11
First big trip:
hawaii. since i was like... 3.
First flight:
i don't remember. too many to know.
First time out of the country:
i havent been yet.
First job:
HAH WORK?
First love:
idontwannatalkaboutit.
First MySpace friend:
ern? i think it was ern.
Last person you hugged:
sonny. duh.
Last kiss:
sonny! didnt we go over this too?
Last Song you listened to:
bang a gong- t.rex.
Last car ride:
yesterday. with my tanya to venice where we met RAWR and got asked to have a love affair.
Last time you cried:
ugh. surverys like to rev up emotions.
Last movie you watched:
40 yr old virgin.
Last food you ate:
malt o meal. mmmm.
Last item bought:
yeah like i know... gas money to tanya i think.
Last shirt worn:
uhh... the current one?
Last phone call:
cera.
Last time at the mall:
ew. two days ago. I ONLY WANT THE FLOPPY HAT.
Last drink:
WATER.
Last thing you typed:
WATER.
Last heartbreak:
boy.
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[05 Mar 2006|04:35pm] |
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i'm watching the pre oscars with my mom and sonny.
we are cooler than you.
the end.
p.s. marissas a stupid butt who dosent come home.
i want to see brokeback mtn.
i want to see transamerica.
i am a square(not what you think it means)
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[02 Mar 2006|03:43pm] |
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am i alone in feeling this way?
so i'm about to do something so terrible i might not forgive myself.. he might not... but i need to. it's better to do it now than procrastinate like i have been.
i'm not very fond of myself right now.
p.s.
i can almost promise you that i've lied to you once... and for that i'm deeply sorry. i wish i could gather everybody i know into one place. and tell each one what i've lied to them about, no matter how tiny it is.. and see how many people really stay.. maybe they really care. maybe i'm not the only one who lies.. alot.
i need to revaluate my life. desperately.
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[18 Feb 2006|10:24pm] |
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bueno show miss mykey!!
good tea+ cigars is a great date with tanya.
done with life. so done.
HEY YOU KNOW WHATS GREAT? when people dont call you, dont come by, and dont care(or it seems like it).
but you know, thats cool, fag.
so ummm yeah, you make me undecided. thanks.
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[07 Feb 2006|07:05pm] |
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it was just dumb. |
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you know..... i dont know.
1,2,3......I HATE IT.
im.. sad.
i also like to put ... ALOT. so...
get over it.
balls. purely balls. :(
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[01 Feb 2006|06:04pm] |
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1. How tall are you barefoot? tall.
2. Have you ever smoked heroin? everyday.
3. Do you own a gun? no, only knives. because i shank bitches.
4. Rehab? is for pansys.
5. Would you ever "do" someone in their parents bed? oh yes, because i love sex. sex, sex everywhere.
7. What's your favourite Christmas song? i hate christmas. christmas has soul. i have no soul.
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? teeeaaa baybay!
9. Do you do push-ups? only when i smoke crack.
10. Have you ever done ecstasy? pansy shit, smoke crack.
11. Are you vegetarian? i hate vegetarians. vegetarians have souls. i have no soul.
12. Do you like painkillers? only when im coming off crack.
14. Do you own a knife? several. oh i love to shank bitches.
15. Do you have A.D.D.? most of the time, but thats just because of the crack.
16. Ever killed someone? ... i dont wanna talk about it.
17. Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: wheres mah baaaaayybeh? school can suck it. i want some more crack, oh crack, crack, crackity crack.
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought: caaaafffeee. clovies. new fucking schedule.
19. Name five drinks you regularly drink: tea. coffe. tea. water. tea. oh and my favorite ALCOHOL.
20. What time did you wake up today? i dont sleep, i have drugs.
21. Current hair? afro. but clean. a clean afro.
22. Current worry? the needle digging into my vein went a little too far. oh well, death could be cool.
23. Current hate/dislike? a few.
24. Favourite place to be? ventura.
25. Least favourite place to be? home.
26. Where would you like to go? to the bathroom. i have to pee. i have no shame.
27. What do you wear when you go to sleep? neeekkkkeeeeeddd
28. What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years? on a smack binge. oh it will be good. i will be the lizard queen.
29. Do you burn or tan? burn, baby, burn.
31. Would you be a pirate? i am.
32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink? last week.
33. What songs do you sing in the shower? usually i sing along to damien rice, but now i smoke crack.
34. What did you fear was going to get you as a child? dead old men chopped up under my bed.
35. What do you have in your pockets right now? money. needles. phone. ah the nessicary things.
36. Last thing that made you laugh? i dont laugh. laughter has soul. i have no soul.
37. Best bed sheets you had as a child? blue. striped.
38. Worst injury you've ever had? havent had my worst injury yet.
39. What are your dreams like? sex, heroin, and daphodils.
40. How many TV's do you have in your house? 4
41. Who is your loudest friend? me, WHEN IM HIGH ON CRACK. yeah right, i dont talk, ever.
42. Who is your most silent friend? theyre all so loud i dont know who to choose. silent means secret. i hate secrets.
43. Does someone have a crush on you? i dont know, survey. usually people keep those things on the down low.
44. Do you wish on stars? the falling kind, suuurrree.
45. What is your favorite book? alice in wonderland, because of all the drugs. oh yes, i love drugs.
46. What is your favourite candy? candy is for people who have souls. i have no soul.
47. What song do you want played at your wedding? peaches- fuck the pain away. just because i love making people uncomfortable.
48. What song do you want played at your funeral? "HEEEEERRROOOIIINNNN, its my life, and its my wife"
49. What were you doing at 12AM last night? shooting smack. or dreaming about it.
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[26 Jan 2006|04:34pm] |
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so... that sucks. im a shitty person basically. but whatever, it's understandable. i accept what i am.
im sorry. please know that.
things just would not work out.
FUCK IT.
:(
finals can suck it. people can suck it. i can suck it.
deoderant causes memory loss?
thats cool too i guess.
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[05 Dec 2005|03:45pm] |
i stayed home from school today because im a faggot.
yaaaaaayyyy.
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[28 Nov 2005|04:05pm] |
Early one mornin' while makin' the rounds
I took a shot of cocaine and I shot my woman down
I went right home and I went to bed I stuck that lovin' 44 beneath my head
Got up next mornin' and I grabbed that gun took a shot of cocaine and away I run
Made a good run but I run too slow they overtook me down in Juarez Mexico
Late in the hot joints takin' the pills in walked the sheriff from Jericho Hill
He said Willy Lee your name is not Jack Brown
You're the dirty hack that shot your woman down
Said yes oh yes my name is Willy Lee if you've got the warrant just aread it to me
Shot her down because she made me slow
I thought I was her daddy but she had five more
When I was arrested I was dressed in black
They put me on a train and they took me back
Had no friend for to go my bail they slapped my dried up carcass in that country jail
Early next mornin' bout a half past nine I spied the sheriff coming down the line
Talked and he coughed as he cleared his throat
He said come on you dirty heck into that district court
Into the courtroom my trial began where I was handled by twelve honest men
Just before the jury started out I saw the little judge commence to look about
In about five minutes in walked the man holding the verdict in his right hand
The verdict read in the first degree I hollered Lordy Lordy have a mercy on me
The judge he smiled as he picked up his pin 99 years in the Folsom pen
99 years underneath that ground I can't forget the day I shot that bad bitch down
Come on you've gotta listen unto me lay off that whiskey and let that cocaine be
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[15 Nov 2005|06:09pm] |
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you don't deserve to be lonely
but those drugs you got won't make you feel better
pretty soon you'll find it's the only
little part of your life you're keeping together
i'm nice to you
i could make it through
that you're already somebody's baby
i could make you smile
if you stayed awhile
but how long will you stay with me baby?
because your candle burns too bright
well i almost forgot it was twilight
even if i think that you are right
well i'm tired of being down, i got no fight
you're wonderful
and it's beautiful
but i'm already somebody's baby
and if i went with you
i'd disappoint you too
well i'm already somebody's baby
already somebody's baby
i cant fucking do this... you dont realize how much your hurting me. i just wanted you to be happy.. not this. i cant stand this.
p.s. it all SUCKS.
p.s.s. thousand oaks high school can suck it.
p.s.s.s. dana i wrote you a letter today. and im mailing it tomorrow.
p.s.s.s.s. fuck you, im done.
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[02 Nov 2005|06:26pm] |
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eating meat threatens millions with bird flu
Modern factory farms raise animals in extremely unnatural conditions, in overcrowded sheds, living in their own filth and breathing polluted air. It is little surprise that these have become major sources for deadly disease outbreaks like SARS, hoof-and-mouth disease, mad cow disease, the Johnes virus, and now the most dangerous of all: bird flu.
Avian influenza, or “bird flu,” threatens humanity with the greatest public health crisis in recorded history. Experts warn that the disease could kill one in eight human beings, including 40 million Americans, and cause a collapse of the world economy. According to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC), it can be caught simply by eating undercooked meat or eggs, by eating undercooked food prepared on the same cutting board as infected meat or eggs, or even by touching eggshells contaminated with the disease.
The risk could not be more dire. Experts describe it as “a nation-busting event” (Tara O’Toole, CEO of the University of Pittsburgh Medical Center’s Center for Biosecurity) and “what could arguably be the most horrific disaster in modern history” (Dr. Gregory A. Poland of the Mayo Clinic). They describe the effects on society: “We haven’t even begun to conceive of, to understand, to comprehend what that may mean for our workplace” (Dr. Jeffrey Levi of George Washington University’s Department of Health Policy); “[S]chools are closed ... transportation systems are curtailed or shut down ... Critical infrastructure will or may fail: food, water, power, gas, electricity” (Dr. Constance Hanna, corporate director of health services, Honeywell International); and “When this happens, time will be described, for those left living, as before and after the pandemic” (Poland). U.S. Health and Human Services Secretary Michael Leavitt called the likelihood of an influenza pandemic “very high, some say even certain.” Just walk into any factory-farm chicken or turkey shed and it’s easy to see why. One shed houses tens of thousands of birds who are never allowed outside and are cooped up in their own filth. When one bird gets sick, the disease can quickly spread to all of them. The conditions in these sheds provide ideal breeding grounds for pathogens, with birds living in their own feces from birth to slaughter and laying hens kept in stacked cages so that feces from the birds on top fall on the birds below. The air in the sheds is so filthy with ammonia and dust that it burns their eyes and throats. Learn more about the chicken and turkey industries.
Farmers know that they have created incubation centers for disease outbreaks, so they dose their animals with massive amounts of drugs. In fact, in the U.S., chickens receive more than three times as many antibiotics as people do. However, these antibiotics are only temporarily effective against bacteria and completely useless against viruses such as the bird flu virus. Moreover, the virus is constantly changing, and weaker forms are known to mutate in just months into extremely virulent strains for which there exists no effective treatment or vaccine.
And the problem is not restricted to birds: Pigs and dairy cows, who live under similarly intensive crowded and unsanitary conditions can also get and spread this or similar viruses. Hans-Gerhard Wagner, a senior officer with the U.N.’s Food and Agriculture Organization, has called such “intensive industrial farming of livestock” an “opportunity for emerging disease”—these are veritable flu-making factories. The current strain of bird flu has already spread from Asia to Europe, infecting 117 people and killing more than half of them. Even if this strain does not cause a pandemic, experts believe that it’s only a matter of time before another one does, as these viruses are constantly mutating into more virulent forms. Relatively benign forms of the virus in birds are known to mutate into highly pathogenic forms that are not treatable with currently available drugs in just a few months. Outbreaks of other strains are regularly detected, including in the U.S., where as recently as 2004 the disease was found in flocks in Texas and the mid-Atlantic states.
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